
The Moment I Knew
It wasn't your fault
But I still blamed you
Your vision was
Clearer
Than
Oceans
Blue
The waves
Overtake us
Their attempt to
Subdue
You didn't care
If we floated
Or if we
Grew wings
And flew
It didn't really matter
As long
As I
Was with you.
If only
It had been sooner
That moment I knew
The real
Massive
Difference
Between
Him and you.
I knitted
Together
An idea
And
A dream
A deferred
Misguided
Notion
With a
Heavenly
Theme.
Then spent
Many years
Wondering
Why
We argued
And screamed
This grand
Quilt
I had knitted
Fell apart
At the seams.
I searched
And I
Searched
For you
In the
Crannies
And nooks
Saw only
Him and me
There
But no
Passion;
Like in
Books
Then,
One day
A voice
Above me
Whispered
The secret
Place
To Look
That's
The day
I met
You
And
That's
Really
All it
Took.
From
Blindness
To
Hindsight
With him
There
I saw
Black
With him
Gone
Your
Opalescence
Came
Tumbling back
The incandescence
Of
My mother's
Embrace
The
Pulchritudinous
Encounter
Of my
Newborn's
Face
All the
Blessed
Family occasions
Assorted
And combined
To
Demonstrate
Perfection;
Yahweh's
Flawless
Design
You don't
Delight
In evil
But rejoice
With
Solid
Truth
You don't
Record
Wrongdoing
Not even
Tooth
For tooth
When you were
Formally
Introduced
To me
I couldn't
Recognize
You
Got you
Confused
With
Counterfeits
And instead
I just
Despised
You
But now
Acquainted
With your
Name
I know
Just who
You
Are
The light
Pollution
Smeared
My view
Dark sky
With one
Huge
Star
You light
My path
You give
Me hope
Ablaze
With
Life
Anew
And if
There had
Never
Been a
Him
I
Might have
Appreciated
You.