Unending..  

The circle 

It’s starts with you 

Pretending 

You love me; 

Convenience. 

Then comes my 

Co-depending 

I exercise  

Lenience 

Your lies; 

They sound so tempting 

Next comes my 

Obedience 

I’m yet again, 

Consenting 

Laying comfortably  

With deviance 

Inevitably 

Lamenting 

Dissenting 

Internally 

I find myself 

Defending 

Infidelity 

The hell in me 

Justifies  

Experimenting 

Believed you 

Would wed me 

You’d come around  

Eventually 

I fed your 

Circumventing 

Let you act 

Inconsequentially 

Now 

I’m wrong 

And you’re right.. 

No; 

You’re just  

Condescending 

It’s all my fault for 

Bending 

Partly yours for 

Apprehending 

My judgment 

My good sense 

What was your will 

Intending? 

To kill me 

With empty hope? 

Constant  

Misrepresenting? 

My faith, gone 

It's useless.. 

Your worldly lust 

Is ruthless 

All I wanted was  

Exclusive 

But you’ll always be  

Elusive 

Intrusive 

Abusive 

I’m delusive 

It’s conclusive 

This circle’s 

Unrelenting.. 

The Holy Spirit 

Hinting 

I hear His voice 

Commenting 

This atrocity; 

Offending 

To the path on which 

He sent me 

Dug me out of deep 

Cementing 

And now I’m 

Reinventing 

Can’t take no more 

Tormenting 

It’s now about 

Repenting 

Worldly love 

So discontenting 

I’m finally 

Comprehending.. 

Yah’s love is 

Supplementing.