Still searching for the

reasons

That plead for my 

Existence

They change just like the 

Seasons..

While pain urges

Persistence

I'm not sure how I

Got here

On his list as second

Best;

Keep feeling like I'm

Not here

Sometimes, breath leaves my 

Chest...

At times, upon 

Awaking

I'm freezing while it's 

Warm

And I can't stop the 

Shaking

Please, Yah, won't you

Inform

Me why my heart is 

Breaking?

I'd die to understand

For whom do you

Mistake me?

It's getting out of 

Hand..

My strength becoming

Weaker..

This purpose can't be

Mine

I'm not the One.. So

Seek her

In another place & 

Time;

The girl who can be

Trusted

with this burden I can't 

Bear..

You have to be 

Disgusted

By the words said in this 

Prayer..

You sent me here for

Something

But I'm puzzled as to 

What..

from place to place, I'm 

Jumping

I've no feeling in my 

Gut

Can't find my

Motivation 

Can't figure out

Why me??

Guess I'm here for

Inspiration

Just to write your

Poetry