Why

Why

Why

I ask

Myself

Did I bother

To even

Try

I see a glimpse

Of

Sunshine

But

The

Light

Just

Stings my

Eye

And

Here I

Am

Again

And

I’m well

Aware of

Why

I cry

The

Past is

Gone

I’m

Holding

On

I just

Can’t say

Goodbye

Why

Why

Why

Is it that

I’m so

Convinced that

I can

Edify

My heart

through words

And

Actions

When

They

All think

I

Deny

The obvious

Fact

That he is just

An

Opportunistic

Guy

I can see

Through him

Like they

Can

But

My Love

Is

Color

Blind

May

I remind

You that

I’m

Seeking;

Foraging

For

Peace of

Mind

And

I know

I’m

Looking

Foolish

But

That

Doesn’t

Nullify

The

Person

That

I am;

However

It don’t

Justify

The

End

To what the

Means

Should be

It’s just

Another

High

I’m riding

On the waves

Of hope

Pipe dreams

Personified

Coasting

Up on

Clouds of

Faith

I

Try

And touch

The

Sky

Heart

Beating fast

I’m getting

Close

And

Then

I

Come alive

And

Uh oh..

Now

I’m

Falling

The

Inevitable

Nosedive

Out of nowhere

Comes

The evil..

Knocks

Me back

On

My

Behind

And

I’m

Wondering

If

He’s

Redeemable

Or

If

Crooked

Is his

Design

Do I

Interfere

With kismet

With

Each attempt

To

Rectify?

Am

I

Sullying

My

Paintbrush

When

I try

To

Beautify

A

Composition

Formed

Of

Darkness;

Architecture

Gone

Awry

Have I

Met my

Match

Of

Artistry

That

I can’t

Detoxify?

Well..

If so,

I guess

It’s

Possible

He’ll

Always

Be

A

Lie..

But

My

Love

Will

Always

Be

A

Truth

That

Needs no

Alibi.